tryna fight

from Harpy of the Hills by Thana Orchard

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lyrics

doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran outta luck cause

stuck on how i feel
instead of what i do
keep tryna heal
instead of lose

doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran outta luck cause

i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave

i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void

remember your lowest point
is just a moment always behind you
it slips further away
looking back just revisits your pain

cant stop looking back
mind under attack
keep me under check

i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave

i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void

i know im better than this
self harm and avoiding bliss
will i always have this anxiety or am i
seeking answers to impossible questions

i am addicted to pain
thats why im digging this grave
i know that i am a risk
trust me youll thank me for this

i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave

i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void

stuck on how i feel
instead of what i do
keep tryna heal
instead of lose

doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran out of luck

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from Harpy of the Hills, released November 27, 2020

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