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what i am
03:04
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when our mind see saws along
is this journey of ours alone
is this a single-sided song
or a chorus of many ones
can i see whats in front of me
or are my eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
when our mind see saws along
is this journey of ours alone
is this a single-sided song
or a chorus of many ones
can i see whats in front of me
or are my eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
when our mind see saws along
is this journey of ours alone
is this a single-sided song
or a chorus of many ones
i am a bug
without much trust
in the
machine with rust
i know i cant
change things
to be perfectly
honest
i cant
see whats in front of me
or are my eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
can i see whats in front of me
or are my eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
eyes on the sides of my head
i dont even know what i am
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my mind is twisted in these knots
theyre wicked and i just think
nothing matters
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dappledappledappledapple
my mind is twisted in these knots
theyre wicked and i just think
nothing matters
dappledappledappledapple
dappledappledappledapple
my mind is twisted in these knots
theyre wicked and i just think
nothing matters
dappledappledappledapple
dappledappledappledapple
my mind is twisted in these knots
theyre wicked and i just think
nothing matters
broken ladder
nothing matters
broken ladder
nothing matters
broken ladder
nothing matters
broken ladder
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2. |
mind sideways
03:51
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you could see things my way
by turning your mind sideways
and i cant enjoy this fine day at all
tryna do whatever
i just want things to get better
you could see things my way
by putting your mind sideways
and i cant enjoy this fine day at all
tryna do whatever
i just want things to get better
i just want things to get better
consciousness slime
slipping through fingers
dangerous lies
fighting our memories
holding my breath
living for anxiety
loathing these tests
dying for peace
lost forever
theres no coming back
lost forever
theres no going back
(you could see things my way
by turning / putting your mind sideways
and i cant enjoy this fine day at all
tryna do whatever
i just want things to get better)
lost forever
theres no coming back
lost forever
theres no going back
theres no coming back
(you could see things my way
by turning / putting your mind sideways
and i cant enjoy this fine day at all
tryna do whatever
i just want things to get better)
will you help me pick up the pieces
black hole reflecting these unknown things
if youre helping please be wary
you might not like what you see
dont let me forget to breathe
if you can come find me
if i ever make it out alive
i just want you to know that youre invited
lonely recluse who loves company
always waiting for someone to approach me
you could see things my way
by turning your mind sideways
and i cant enjoy this fine day at all
tryna do whatever
i just want things to get better
if i ever make it out alive
i just want you to know that youre invited
lonely recluse who loves company
always waiting for someone to approach me
ill find you though
minds in orbit flying towards us
and eachother look out
we'll finally know
how it feels to be magnetic
finding someone else who gets it
we're soaring
even with our broken wings
always pulled by gravity
keep fighting
cause no matter how much it hurts
what we get is very worth it
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3. |
tryna fight
02:41
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doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran outta luck cause
stuck on how i feel
instead of what i do
keep tryna heal
instead of lose
doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran outta luck cause
i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave
i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void
remember your lowest point
is just a moment always behind you
it slips further away
looking back just revisits your pain
cant stop looking back
mind under attack
keep me under check
i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave
i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void
i know im better than this
self harm and avoiding bliss
will i always have this anxiety or am i
seeking answers to impossible questions
i am addicted to pain
thats why im digging this grave
i know that i am a risk
trust me youll thank me for this
i dug my own grave
aint that something
i made nothing
i am not brave
i just want some joy
but im empty
just projecting
my endless void
stuck on how i feel
instead of what i do
keep tryna heal
instead of lose
doing everything right
but im still fucked up
keep tryna fight
but i ran out of luck
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4. |
seedling
03:29
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buried in my hunger
trying to remember im here
i miss you
the worry in my view
underground im feeding
tiny little seedling creature
locked with fear
hoping youll see im here
buried halfway to hell
seeing the cracks in my shell
buried halfway to hell
seeing the cracks in my shell
i feel the dirt's pulse as my roots expand
youre coming with me i offer you my tendril hand
i feel the dirt's pulse as my roots expand
youre coming with me i offer you my tendril hand
buried in my hunger
trying to remember im here
i miss you
the worry in my view
underground im feeding
tiny little seedling creature
locked with fear
hoping youll see im here
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
too much sunlight
anger tastes like bright
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