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i dont know how ill survive

from somanybugdolls by Thana Orchard

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lyrics

i dont know how ill survive
multiple peeps in my mind
i dont know how ill survive
complications in our lives

my own communities
turning against me
i cannot be seen
shape how you want me to be

feel like ill never be seen
cant look the way you want me to be
and when i do
i dont like the way that im used

safe spaces
trade places
with traitors
and haters

cause im noticing
you look away from me

escape your boxes
replace them with tupperware containers
pretty categories
take your favorites

put them on a pedestal
your new idols
hairless cats
bleached dolls
tiny build
giant ego

i cant run away
aesthetics eating me
the monsters that you make
ill be here the next day

this is not the end of me

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from somanybugdolls, released August 27, 2021

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I make chiptune-y synth stuff and sometimes guitar things

~currently uploading backlog of >100 tracks from 2006-2022~

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